Saturday, December 4, 2010

Under Your Spell

You were nothing to me
From the very beginning
Merely just a friend
That i didnt want to see
But then........
You took the poison out of me
And since then, I've been under your spell
I fell silently for you
But sadly you were not available for me
Then I went away
And thats when you said:
When you come back, you shall be the happiest girl ever
And i believed you.......
The day i came back, you came for me......
I really did think that i would be the happiest girl ever
But the situation never changed.....
You were still not available for me
And then, you said you need some time off
You just left, leaving me here in pain
The love i have for you grew day by day
Yet, you just kept me waiting
I waited and waited......
Suddenly, i receive the best news ever
You're available again.....
Finally, i thought that we could be together
And we were......But this didnt last for long.......
Till you told me, i wasnt important enough
And there and then, i was left there alone, by myself
Knowing that i have lost you,
I cared about nothing else on this earth
Disasters came, one by one......
But then, you came and gave me hope again
You kept me in secret and yet, i was still happy
For being in secret is better than nothing
This didnt last for long either
Because walls have ears
Secrets get out.....
My trust had been betrayed
Ever since then......
Things have changed.....
You claim you still love me.....
But seems like your attention is still not mine
I'm still here under your spell.....
I want you, your attention, your everything
Because, i have lost everything to you
Ever since you put me under your spell....
But now......I'm tired.....I may still be under your spell
But its starting to wear off bit by bit.....
Now its your turn to make an effort to keep me under your spell

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