Guardian Angel

Good times, bad times,

You've been through all with me

You've been there for me

You've been my guardian angel

Because you have been with me

No matter how busy you are

How impossible it is for you to be there,

You always manage to be there for me.....

Whenever i'm in need,

There you are, with your arms wide open

When i'm upset, your shoulders are there for me to cry on

Although you claim i'll wet your shirt

When i'm happy, you'll go crazi with me

When i'm in trouble, you come to save me

Even when you're mad at me, you're still there for me....

And this makes you my guardian angel

Someone who is always there for me

Especially when i need you

You've been kind, caring and forgiving

And for everything you've done, I love you......

What Do I Mean?

In the beginning, I was this girl that you wanted

Then it probably turned into "That Hard To Get Chick"

Next could be I give up, shes chosen someone else

Afterwards was just plain confusion

Do I want her or what I have already?

Then was shes honestly annoying me

Why won't she?

Later on was probably shes so much trouble

Then was certainly that big mouth bi*ch

I honestly dunno what it is now.....

I'm scared to say u did love me.......

Because maybe i'm wrong......

I don't know how you feel about me

What do I mean to you?

Just a friend? or Just a best friend that u have fun hanging out with?

I really want to know but I'm too scared to ask

Because i'm too scared of what I would hear.....

This is what you mean to me

The world.....

I cannot concentrate without you

You're all i want

I've given u all I have because.......

I Love You........

Xxxx

Without U

For a long time now,

You have been with me

Through everything,

Good or bad, happy or sad,

Even if I did something to upset you

You were still there for me

And i'm used to you

Being around for me

And looking out for me

Taking care of me

Being with me

You're a part of my life now

Each and every day,

I talk to you, tell you what i've been doing

You would come visit me

Me being able to see you every week

Whats going to happen without you?

Its almost like taking part of my life away

Just like stealing my heart away....

I almost cant live without you now

You are now the most important part of my life

I want you more than anything

All I can hope for now is that this is all a dream....

And when I wake up, you are right by my side.......

Under Your Spell

You were nothing to me

From the very beginning

Merely just a friend

That i didnt want to see

But then........

You took the poison out of me

And since then, I've been under your spell

I fell silently for you

But sadly you were not available for me

Then I went away

And thats when you said:

When you come back, you shall be the happiest girl ever

And i believed you.......

The day i came back, you came for me......

I really did think that i would be the happiest girl ever

But the situation never changed.....

You were still not available for me

And then, you said you need some time off

You just left, leaving me here in pain

The love i have for you grew day by day

Yet, you just kept me waiting

I waited and waited......

Suddenly, i receive the best news ever

You're available again.....

Finally, i thought that we could be together

And we were......But this didnt last for long.......

Till you told me, i wasnt important enough

And there and then, i was left there alone, by myself

Knowing that i have lost you,

I cared about nothing else on this earth

Disasters came, one by one......

But then, you came and gave me hope again

You kept me in secret and yet, i was still happy

For being in secret is better than nothing

This didnt last for long either

Because walls have ears

Secrets get out.....

My trust had been betrayed

Ever since then......

Things have changed.....

You claim you still love me.....

But seems like your attention is still not mine

I'm still here under your spell.....

I want you, your attention, your everything

Because, i have lost everything to you

Ever since you put me under your spell....

But now......I'm tired.....I may still be under your spell

But its starting to wear off bit by bit.....

Now its your turn to make an effort to keep me under your spell

Love Poison

I kissed your soft lips

And fell under your spell

And now, i'm deeply in love with you

You are like a poison

That is slowly spreading....

And making me fall deeper and deeper........

Slowly, its starting to hurt

Whenever you're not here with me

My heart starts aching

And my head start hurting...

From thinking about you too much.....

And when you're with me,

My eyes go blind.....

Because you're all I can see....

Everytime you let go,

It hurts me and takes away the smile on my face

As days pass by, the poison spreads all around my body

And now, i'm completely under your spell.....

And if you should leave me,

Your poison will kill me........

Too Far Away

I stretch out my hand

Try to reach to you

But all I can feel....

Is the breeze,

Passing by my cold fingers...

You're too far away from me

I need you here with me

To keep me warm....

Through the cold nights....

Where are you?

Why are you not here with me?

Ur always not here when i need you

Ur always far away from me....

Like you are trying to hide from me...

Tell me why...

It breaks my hear to think

Of how far you are

And I miss you more

Everytime I think of you

And it hurts so much

When I reach out for you

And all I get...

Is the thin, cold air...

As I see you move further and further away

Away from me....

It shatters my heart into a million pieces.......

Give Up

Giving up is not that easy

Sometimes its better not to give up

Because there are a lot of unexpected

If you give up at the wrong time,

You may miss something,

Something that you will regret missing,

Or....

You may run into something even better

There are a lot of "What Ifs" in this world

What if this, What if that?

Well its not about the What ifs? Is it?

Its about what you have now and not what could have happened

Or What Should have happened....Right?

We are what we are because what should have happened, happened

And what shouldn't have, didn't.....

Isn't this what makes us who we are?

I chose not to give up at times that i should have

And in the end i hurt myself

And left scars on me

But this time, i chose to give up before i end up getting any scars

But i missed out on something

And on the bright side, i ran into something better

But am i sure what i ran into is better?

Nobody knows but at this very moment,

I think that what ran into is more than awesome

And i shall treasure my every moment with it,

Rather than dwell in the past and regret on what i missed out on........

Because i believe that there are second chances in this world..

And i'm sure i will have a second chance with what i missed out on.......