Paper Cuts

No scars, No signs
Insignificant
But it stings
One kind of pain
That i can't stand
Although nobody can see it
It pierces my heart
Although i say it doenst hurt,
Deep inside, it hurts and burns like fire
Its so bad that I can't handle it
I cover the pain with smiles
But when i see you
I can't smile...So all i do
Is to walk away silently.....
Paper cuts sting, but it will heal....Just a matter of time

Fear of Love

I fear to be alone

I fear to be abandoned....

I dont want to be abandoned....

Because of love.....

I fear it when people by me

Are in love, because, they tend to forget

Forget everything but their lover

I fear love myself because

I dont know what it can do to me....

Love can hurt me very badly

Love is very cruel

Loving someone who doesnt love you,

Is the thing i fear the most

Being hurt by love is scary....

No matter what type of love it is,

It hurts, and it makes me bleed....

It stings, i hate to see it,

Love brings out the jealousy in me

And the selfishness that i try to hide....

I hate myself when i become like that

Just because of love....

Y can love change one so much?

I dont understand....

The pain that it brings people,

The injuries and scars that it makes,

The way it brings tears out of our eyes,

The way it can kill people

Also, the way it can make people go crazy,

Yet why do we fall in love?

When it can do all these crazy things to us...

It makes me seek for attention

Even self-control is useless against love

Because these 4 letters are very powerful.....

They can make one happy or sad.....

This word, L-O-V-E.......is amazing......

Choices

Making choices are hard

There is always an opportunity cost
To a choice that you make

Either u sacrifice this to have that

Or that to have this

Why cant we have both?

Then that will just make life

Or everything else easier

But it doesnt work that way

We are always forced to choose one or the other

Once u choose, it would mean that

You have hurt someone or sacrificed

Something that means equally as much.....

Why do humans have to suffer because of choices?

Isnt there another way around things?

Another way that does not hurt anyone

Or maybe this is wot is called "Life"

We always have all these choices to make

And when we make the wrong ones,

There is no turnin back......

Somtimes even regretting wont help

Because what has been done is done
And we cannot change that fact.......