Effort And Courage

It took me so much effort to get close
But it took me more courage to say it
More like i have exhasted all the courage in me
Just to say this to you
After that.......
All the effort i have worn out
Just to forget all this
You have drained all the effort and courage outta me
I wonder how much time it'll take me regain all i have lost
After all i sacrificed for you
Is it worth it?
Are you ever going to realise?
Even if you do,
Will you react?
These questions are just drowning me
In curiosity........